Yeah, I know. Stupid. I just opened the site and am having trouble commiting to it. I plan on opening back up when I get a month or so into school, maybe less. This summer has been hectic and I am transitioning from private school to homeschool (thank God!) and I need my own laptop. That should help me out with commitment to this site alot. Can’t wait to open again!

Be back soon!

It’s been awhile. I am so happy to be blogging again though. Only two comments this time! Wow, thanks people and I thought you guys where my friends! Nah, I’m just joking - I can handle the low numbers every now and then. Other than my lack of comments, I have been at a theme park for the past three days with our youth group. It was a blast but there was so much going on that I don’t want to cover it all. It was like a three day camp with some awesome christian bands playing live. I saw Kutless, Newsboys, Red, David Crowder Band, and tobyMac. It was amazing!

For those of you sick of Cyle, stop reading
Dang I miss that guy! He didn’t get to come with us to the theme park because he was going on vacation with his family. He wasn’t at church sunday and he isn’t coming back until Friday. Unfortunatly I’m leaving to see my family on Thursday and coming back that next week so it will be nearly two weeks before I see him. It seems like all of eternity.

I have a bad habit of stealing my friends phone and texting him every chance I get. So, while we were waiting in line I would text him. The lines where an hour to two hours long so we went through at least two hundred text messages. It drives my friend crazy but I can’t help that I like him so much. She keeps saying I ignore her when I’m texting. WTC?! I talk while I text, I ride rides, I hang out, nothing is different! I’m telling you, by about the middle of the second day I was sick of everyone.

We had to go to the dentist this morning. I know, chills right? Pretty much everyone hates going to the dentist. Thankfully, I have nice teeth, brush them well and need no braces so for me it was a breeze despite the cinamonn polish crap and floride. My little sister has an EXTRA tooth growing in. You know how you have four teeth going across your bottom row? (They call it something special but, heck, who remembers all that?) Well, she has five! Isn’t that odd? Turns out she is a special demon child. That was harsh but still…

My dad has a huge garden and it will not stop growing. We have green beans coming in as fast as freakin’ gas prices are going up. I’m listening to my family can and pressure cook all the beans. Don’t ask me what that means, even though I live on a farm I’m clueless about all this vegetable crap. We had spent two hours sitting on the couch, watching tv, and snapping beans which hurts your fingers after awhile.

So, my dad took a little step into my teenage years and decided it’s time for his twelve year old freakishly stupid daughter to drive. Yes, drive. He has this freakishly large truck and wanted me to drive it around the field and park it. Of course he was sitting with me and telling me what to do but I nearly died of terror. Most people think “Yes! I get to drive!” Well, not me. “Heck I’m gonna hit a tree and die!” I did fairly well, even though when I put my foot on the gas it made a really loud Vroooom and scared the crap out of me. In the end, I ran over the watermelon but never did die. To think my dad wants me to try again! HAH!

Thank everybody for the comments! I love getting comments, it makes me smile.
OH - And I’d like you to read all of this before you comment. I’m pretty sure everybody read all my blog when they commented last time but just to be sure.

I haven’t had the chance to blog these past few days, so this is going to be a long one. Sunday was our youth band practice and I’m singing background in it. The lead is trying to teach me to harmonize which is very difficult. I could do it acapella but with the guitar, piano and drums, it was hopeless. Well, the lead (Caleb) is like fifteen. He was helping me out as much as he could but at the end of practice he said I sounded like a bat. WTC?! Cyle, being as amazing of a guy as he is, said that Caleb was a moron. (spell?)

I got to go to Sierra’s house after practice. Sierra is Cyle’s sister and we are best friends. It is kinda strange for her, and me for that matter, because her brother is practically in love with me. We went swimming and Cyle jumped in and landed on Sierra. He felt so bad he got out of the pool because it was too “cold”. I didn’t used to be this way but for some reason I can’t stop looking at him. Every thing he says makes me want to run over to him and never leave his side. It’s overwhelming sometimes, especially when he smiles ear to ear when he says something that makes me laugh. This happens often.

You people are probably sick of hearing about Cyle but I have to tell somebody. We were playing Rock Band together and he talked me into playing the drums. I did horrible of course but he didn’t care, he said I made it through the song and not to look at the negative. He is so encouraging! Even throughout youth practice he kept looking at me and smiling as if to say “Keep going” or “You’re doing great”. Where would I be without this guy? All three of us where up until about three or four-thirty in the morning. When me and Sierra woke up, Cyle came in and started messing around. He was flirting with me alot, throwing pillows at me, showing off, and making me laugh. I don’t know how much more of this I can take. He is too good to be true! Could I be living a dream?

I was walking around the park with Sierra and she showed me this old cabin and said there were bodies in their. I was like, “Yeah, sure, doubt it” I looked really hard and their were eyes staring through the cracks of the cabin RIGHT AT ME! Of course they weren’t real but it was scary either way, I live in a very strange place. People have sick minds.

Me and Sierra went to see Wall-E earlier. It was amazing, everybody should see it. There was definitly alot of thought put into it and it was very funny. I was not once bored, even though we went to see it rather late and I was slightly tired. On the way back Sierra started talking to me about Cyle, which I found somewhat strange because she usually avoids that topic. She told me his favorite color was blue until he found out mine was red. I asked her why and she said maybe he wanted to be perfect for me. Wow. That’s really sweet but I don’t want him to change who he is for me! I like him the way he is, red or blue. Then I asked her why he should be perfect for me and she said “Why do you think he shows off all the time?” Now that made me smile. She is going to ask him why he likes me and I’m going to have to tell her why I like him. That will be a challenge.

Enough about Cyle. Your so sick of it all I know.

It was raining on the 4th of July for the first time of my life. Today is actually the fifth but I think you’ll forgive me. I had a really busy day yesterday and didn’t have time to blog. I’m bringing up my last blog for a second. I forgot to mention the perfect moments of the fair on Wednesday. When Cyle took me on the farris wheel, it was just me and him riding together and right when we got to the top, the sun was setting. Perfect timing! Then when I was about to leave, we were in line for one of the rides so I could ride it one last time and Far Away by Nickelback started playing. I promise you I saw his face light up and he smiled at me, you would just have to be there to see how perfect timed all this was.

Thursday night was a nightmare. I couldn’t sleep at all. My mom was making me go to bed at about 11:30pm but I was so hyper. She said I could stay awake if I did laundry so I ended up putting a movie on my dad’s laptop and did laundry until 1:30am. I finally got to sleep after I had finished most of the laundry then I woke up at 5:30am and didn’t go back to sleep again. I was fine for three quarters of the day…

Well, yesterday morning we went to someone’s house for a cook out and to swim. There was this little 8 year old boy there and his name was Andrew. I knew everybody that came since it was like people from my church and all. When we got in the pool Andrew kept following me around and he kept staring at me, I was getting kinda freaked out. I asked him why he was following me and he said it was because he thought I was pretty. Wtc?! Then later on he kept asking me for hugs, he was following me everywhere and I thought I was gonna drown in the pool because he kept grabbing onto me. I was so happy when we left!

After that we went to Colleen’s (my sunday school teacher) house. Shout out to Colleen! She is the coolest forty-year-old I have ever met! She’s like another mom to me, I love her so much. She made taco’s and we all ate dinner and hung out for awhile. I was so tired it wasnt even funny, I drank two unhealthy cups of mountain dew and that made me perk up a little but still I was miserable.

Colleen showed me this amazing video and you should check it out. Please watch the whole thing! I’m pretty sure alot of you will just turn it off but I would really like to see some comments about it!

Everything - Lifehouse

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Edit: It took my long enough but now I have something to say. Last night I went to the county fair. Here is the reason I haven’t told any of my friends about this site yet, like I usually do. I hung out with Cyle, Zak, Krista and a couple other people. I really really really really like Cyle. He is the greatest guy I have ever met and even better, he likes me too. We aren’t going out though. He really likes to hang out with me. I sat next to him on nearly every ride, we shared a funnel cake, he bought me a caramel apple and we spent every second of the tiem together. It was amazing!

He made it high priority to ride the ferris wheel with me, considering I have never ridden it in my life which I thought was really sweet. Throughout the whole thing I kept noticing him looking at me and he used every opportunity he had to talk to me. So he rode this little ride and I didn’t get to ride it with him, well every time he came around where he could see me he would scream and act like he was scared. It was hilarious!

Enough about him, I could go on and on but eventually you would get pretty bored. Today is my dad and my best friends birthday. When I woke up my dad was getting ready for work and I told him “Happy Birthday old person” He is now 41 years old. My friends name is Sierra and she is one of the most amazing friends I have ever had. She is a year younger than me but somehow I connect with younger people better. She is now 12. Her parents got her a blackberry pearl and I have to admit, I am slightly jealous. Another reason I don’t want my friends to see this blog. Shame on me I know. The thing about Sierra is she never knows what she wants, she has no opinion. I asked her three times what she wanted for her birthday and she had no clue. I ended up getting her some candy, I feel so worthless.

Family issues. My sister complained her head off today. I love my family so much but sometimes my mom loses her temper and my sister has annoyed me to tears. Seriously. My mom can’t stand complaints and neither can I, but truthfully, I do a better job of keeping my patience. My mom tries so hard but it’s really tough to see my sister like this. My sister was so upset about having to do chores that she took her anger out on my mom and accused her of not caring. All I could do was turn up the volume on my iPod and drown out our problems. I wish I could do more but I have no idea what could make it better.

Wow, that felt great! I love blogging!

Rationally Detached is up and running! I have a few of the pages set up, some will take longer than others but for now this will work. I don’t have a blog in my mind right now, I will later for sure. Give me an hour or two than check back and I’ll have something interesting on here. For now maybe you can apply for affiliates or leave, it’s up to you.